Here is an excerpt of my first chapter:

During that time, I started seeking God desperately because something inside me was telling me that He was the only one that could help me. While someone was tormenting me, Someone else was guiding me daily into repentance. I was made so aware of the fact that I need to cry out to God and to separate myself from anything that was evil. I broke up with the boyfriend. I started to pray many times a day, agonizing in pain and asking God to save me. I started reading the Psalms and it was like every single one of them was written just for me. The Word gave me so much encouragement during those times and there was a faint whisper that would often tell me that God will make a way, that I would be okay again. Through the fear and insanity I was experiencing, it is still amazing to me that somehow I was able to fall to my knees and cry out to God and He met me in the middle of my hell. During that time, I could feel a miraculous power carrying me through and guiding my feet unto the path of peace. After half a year of what seemed more like an eternity- I was completely set free. A dear old man of God who is now with the Lord prayed for me and anointed me with oil. I am sure that there was probably fasting involved also but in a few days of intense spiritual warfare- everything that was causing me so much trouble lifted and everything started to look so peaceful and beautiful. I could literally tell that I was born again.

Estera Marian